मैं क्या हूँ ,क्या दिखता हूँ!!!

मैं क्या हूँ ,क्या दिखता हूँ!
देखो तो बाहर से मैं कितना सुंदर सा दिखता हूँ!
                       मैं कितना सुंदर दिखता हूँ!!
इक ज्वाला सी मन मैं धधक रही;
विरह के भय में सुलग रही;
अंगारों के ऊपर भी मैं कितना शीतल सा दिखता हूँ!
                          मैं कितना शीतल दिखता हूँ!!
क्यों मान नहीं मैं कलप रहा;
अंजान खड़ा सा  सिसक रहा;
इक अजनबी मुस्कान लिए ,कितना अपना सा दिखता हूँ!
                                      सबको अपना सा दिखता हूँ!!
दिव्य स्वप्न सा जाता जीवन दिख रहा
ये करना था ये नहीं किया ,वो करना था वो नहीं किया;
इन विक्षेपों की धाराओं पर,मैं कितना शांत सा दिखता हूँ!
                                   मैं कितना शांत सा दिखता हूँ!!
ऐसा होता तो अच्छा था,वैसा होता तो अच्छा था;
यह क्यों हुआ,वह क्यों न हुआ;
इस शोर से आहत हूँ भीतर ,पर बाहर मैं मौन सा दिखता हूँ!
                                       मैं कितना मौन सा दिखता हूँ!!
दुनिया से जाने से पहले ,मैं कुछ बन कर दिखलाऊँगा ;
याद करें पीछे सब मुझको ,ऐसा कुछ करके जाऊँगा
ऊंचे संकल्पों के पर्वत पर खड़ा ,नीचा धरती पर दिखता हूँ!
                                  मैं कितना झुकता सा दिखता हूँ!!
तुम भी मेरे, वो सब मेरे;
यह भी मेरा, वह भी मेरा;
इन संबंधों की जकड़न में,मैं कितना मुक्त सा दिखता हूँ!
                                  मैं कितना मुक्त सा दिखता हूँ!!

OM......

Nothing is as vast
                                    As the NOTHINGNESS
you and I
The whole sky
Visible and invisible world
Is the manifestation
Of
                                      That NOTHINGNESS
Everything
Floating over it
Being soluble in it
Gradually
Sublime
And
Dissolve
                                    In that NOTHINGNESS
But
I
Wonder
Is it
NOTHINGNESS
Or
EVERYTHING
Or
Is it that
OMNIPOTENT!
OMNISCIENT!!
OMNIPRESENT!!!
OM....
OM........
OM.............
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Desires and Goals.....

Today's topic of discussion was 'desires'.This is what I extracted from the discussion.
We have desires because we don't know the pros and cons of having desires.Do we ever feel satisfied permanently after the desire is fulfilled and what happens to our mind, body and soul if it is not fulfilled?
We should not confuse goals with desires.With desires often material value or fame is attached.What I feel is ultimate goal of everyone is same, though we don't realize it.The path or the journey is different for different persons to reach same destination.The journey becomes enjoyable if the path we choose is according to our 'interests and capabilities' attributed to us, may be randomly or with some divine intent or purpose.If we recognize these with some introspection,we will not become lazy and keep moving on the selected path, enjoying the journey and are internally satisfied.Since different people are given different faculties and capabilities, each one is already chosen for a particular job.So if we do our best and do that specially allotted job, using full potential, given to us, we get immense satisfaction and contentment, whatever is the result.In other words we don't become lazy(driving force being to enjoy the journey-our ultimate goal) and not desire for result(which anyways depends on so many other factors also not in our hands) i.e.we become desireless.Therefore we do make our goals(which were in fact already allotted,we are only to recognize it),work hard on it to have a happy journey full of contentment(which is an ultimate goal for everyone-we can say hidden goal in the chosen goal, though we may not realize it).This ultimate goal is the ULTIMATE BLISS.
OM!

चुप हो गयी है मेरी कविता

क्यों चुप हो गयी है मेरी कविता
ये एहसास हो रहा है
सब अर्थहीन है
और
मैं भी अंश हूँ
उस अर्थहीन का
तो कविता  भी
निरर्थक होती जा रही है
मेरी कविता
चुप होती जा रही है


आयु:पर्यन्त
बहुत कुछ चाहा
कुछ मिला
कुछ नहीं मिला
जो नहीं मिला
निरर्थक था
पर जो मिला
वो भी निरर्थक होता जा रहा है
अत: चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता

समय  यूँ फिसल रहा है
मानो मुट्ठी से रेत
फिर भी कुछ कण चिपके हैं
हाथों में चिपचिपाहट अभी बाकि है
ज्यों ज्यों साफ़ हो रहें हैं
वो कण भी छुटते जा रहें हैं
तो चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता
चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता
ॐ में लीन होती जा रही है मेरी कविता

Today's Lessons.....

Lessons worth pondering from today's discourses:
1.Never think about what others are thinking about you.Our way of living should be free from this bondage and according to the inspiration which comes from within.
2.Do not expect anything whatsoever from anyone whosoever, be it materials,praise or love.
3.Leave the things after trying your best.Let it happen the way it has to happen.I remember,somewhere I read:
"For every ill beneath the sun
There is remedy or none
If there be one,resolve to find it
If not,submit and never mind it"
So do your best and leave the rest.
4.Every event good or bad has to pass sooner or later.Life itself is a passing show.

Let it be.......

Who is sad
I know not
Something is melting
Let it be....

Who is helpless
I know not
Something is evaporating
let it be....

Who is moving
I know not
Something is flowing
Let it be....

Who am I
I know not
Something is vanishing
Let it be....

And what remains is purest form of life........

That never wants
Never cries
That never moves
Never dies

Abounds in truth
Enlightened soul
Full of life
Full of love.......


                 

Chemi-entities.......

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Of late I have started feeling that the world is nothing but a chemical composition.Everything inside or outside our body is a manifestation of chemical reactions.Origin of the physical body is a series of chemical reactions.A few atoms combine to form amino acids,sugars etc.which in turn make Proteins,carbohydrates etc. consequently along with other molecules a body is formed.
When it comes to thoughts,these are chemical reactions which govern our thoughts(as I read in some psychology book)and thoughts trigger chemical reactions according to their intensities and this vicious circle goes on life long.
So I think no one is sinner no one is saint in this world,everyone being  victim of chemical reactions governed by particular environmental conditions and internal chemistry.
The information about how our body is going to behave in future is also stored as biochemicals in genes.The sequence of certain molecules in DNA governs the particular characteristic,which in turn may be governed by acquired information from parental genes which are nothing but chemical entities.
We are friends or foes according to the chemistry(thoughts) we share.So no one is to be awarded for being exceptional human being and no one is to be blamed for being below average.
It is chemi-entities to be held responsible.
Let's all rest in peace.