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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

मैं और मेरा अकेलापन


मैं और मेरा अकेलापन
गहरे दोस्त हैं
जब भी थक हार जाता हूँ
संसार के कर्म काण्ड से
दिखावटीपने से
तो ये मुझे
गले से लगा लेता है
मेरे सब दुःख हर लेता है
मुझे मेरे होने का एहसास कराता है
उतार कर रख देता है
मेरा मुखौटा
मुझे मेरी ही गर्त की
गहराइयों में ले जाता है
जहां कोई नहीं होता
हम दोनों के सिवा
जहां एहसास होता है मुझे
मेरे खोखलेपन का
एहसास होता है
जीवन के मिथ्यापने का
न हर्ष न शोक
न रिश्ता न नाता
न जीवन का एहसास
न मौत का गम
न कुछ खोना
न कुछ पाना
आनंद ही आनंद
आनंद ही आनंद
मैं और मेरा अकेलापन

Friday, September 24, 2010

The Other Is Hell.......t

The Moon was but a Chin of Gold
Let me not think about others
The other is hell
Come out of I.My,Me
Feel all is well

No bondage
Make your soul free
Be one with Him
And inside you see
You are content
You are perpetual
Too be happy and sad
Is Body's ritual

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Some QUOTES close to my heart......

1.'Deserve' not 'Desire'.
2.Forget 'Yourself ' to know your 'Self '.
3.God may forgive you but your 'Nervous System' never does
4.We are not punished for our sins but by our sins.
5.Anger kills him who does not kill his anger.
6.If your thoughts cannot make you miserable, then even God cannot.
7.To worship God for gains sake is to worship 'Gains' not 'God'.
8.Our greatest glory is not in 'never' falling but in 'rising' every time we fall.
9.It is better to 'forgive' but best to 'forget'.
10.Live 'rich' die 'poor'.


Saturday, August 28, 2010

मैं क्या हूँ ,क्या दिखता हूँ!!!

मैं क्या हूँ ,क्या दिखता हूँ!
देखो तो बाहर से मैं कितना सुंदर सा दिखता हूँ!
                       मैं कितना सुंदर दिखता हूँ!!
इक ज्वाला सी मन मैं धधक रही;
विरह के भय में सुलग रही;
अंगारों के ऊपर भी मैं कितना शीतल सा दिखता हूँ!
                          मैं कितना शीतल दिखता हूँ!!
क्यों मान नहीं मैं कलप रहा;
अंजान खड़ा सा  सिसक रहा;
इक अजनबी मुस्कान लिए ,कितना अपना सा दिखता हूँ!
                                      सबको अपना सा दिखता हूँ!!
दिव्य स्वप्न सा जाता जीवन दिख रहा
ये करना था ये नहीं किया ,वो करना था वो नहीं किया;
इन विक्षेपों की धाराओं पर,मैं कितना शांत सा दिखता हूँ!
                                   मैं कितना शांत सा दिखता हूँ!!
ऐसा होता तो अच्छा था,वैसा होता तो अच्छा था;
यह क्यों हुआ,वह क्यों न हुआ;
इस शोर से आहत हूँ भीतर ,पर बाहर मैं मौन सा दिखता हूँ!
                                       मैं कितना मौन सा दिखता हूँ!!
दुनिया से जाने से पहले ,मैं कुछ बन कर दिखलाऊँगा ;
याद करें पीछे सब मुझको ,ऐसा कुछ करके जाऊँगा
ऊंचे संकल्पों के पर्वत पर खड़ा ,नीचा धरती पर दिखता हूँ!
                                  मैं कितना झुकता सा दिखता हूँ!!
तुम भी मेरे, वो सब मेरे;
यह भी मेरा, वह भी मेरा;
इन संबंधों की जकड़न में,मैं कितना मुक्त सा दिखता हूँ!
                                  मैं कितना मुक्त सा दिखता हूँ!!

Monday, August 16, 2010


Nothing is as vast
                                    As the NOTHINGNESS
you and I
The whole sky
Visible and invisible world
Is the manifestation
                                      That NOTHINGNESS
Floating over it
Being soluble in it
                                    In that NOTHINGNESS
Is it
Is it that

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Desires and Goals.....

Today's topic of discussion was 'desires'.This is what I extracted from the discussion.
We have desires because we don't know the pros and cons of having desires.Do we ever feel satisfied permanently after the desire is fulfilled and what happens to our mind, body and soul if it is not fulfilled?
We should not confuse goals with desires.With desires often material value or fame is attached.What I feel is ultimate goal of everyone is same, though we don't realize it.The path or the journey is different for different persons to reach same destination.The journey becomes enjoyable if the path we choose is according to our 'interests and capabilities' attributed to us, may be randomly or with some divine intent or purpose.If we recognize these with some introspection,we will not become lazy and keep moving on the selected path, enjoying the journey and are internally satisfied.Since different people are given different faculties and capabilities, each one is already chosen for a particular job.So if we do our best and do that specially allotted job, using full potential, given to us, we get immense satisfaction and contentment, whatever is the result.In other words we don't become lazy(driving force being to enjoy the journey-our ultimate goal) and not desire for result(which anyways depends on so many other factors also not in our hands) i.e.we become desireless.Therefore we do make our goals(which were in fact already allotted,we are only to recognize it),work hard on it to have a happy journey full of contentment(which is an ultimate goal for everyone-we can say hidden goal in the chosen goal, though we may not realize it).This ultimate goal is the ULTIMATE BLISS.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

चुप हो गयी है मेरी कविता

क्यों चुप हो गयी है मेरी कविता
ये एहसास हो रहा है
सब अर्थहीन है
मैं भी अंश हूँ
उस अर्थहीन का
तो कविता  भी
निरर्थक होती जा रही है
मेरी कविता
चुप होती जा रही है

बहुत कुछ चाहा
कुछ मिला
कुछ नहीं मिला
जो नहीं मिला
निरर्थक था
पर जो मिला
वो भी निरर्थक होता जा रहा है
अत: चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता

समय  यूँ फिसल रहा है
मानो मुट्ठी से रेत
फिर भी कुछ कण चिपके हैं
हाथों में चिपचिपाहट अभी बाकि है
ज्यों ज्यों साफ़ हो रहें हैं
वो कण भी छुटते जा रहें हैं
तो चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता
चुप होती जा रही है मेरी कविता
ॐ में लीन होती जा रही है मेरी कविता

Friday, July 30, 2010

Today's Lessons.....

Lessons worth pondering from today's discourses:
1.Never think about what others are thinking about you.Our way of living should be free from this bondage and according to the inspiration which comes from within.
2.Do not expect anything whatsoever from anyone whosoever, be it materials,praise or love.
3.Leave the things after trying your best.Let it happen the way it has to happen.I remember,somewhere I read:
"For every ill beneath the sun
There is remedy or none
If there be one,resolve to find it
If not,submit and never mind it"
So do your best and leave the rest.
4.Every event good or bad has to pass sooner or later.Life itself is a passing show.
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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Let it be.......

Danube river near Futog
Who is sad
I know not
Something is melting
Let it be....

Who is helpless
I know not
Something is evaporating
let it be....

Who is moving
I know not
Something is flowing
Let it be....

Who am I
I know not
Something is vanishing
Let it be....

And what remains is purest form of life........

That never wants
Never cries
That never moves
Never dies

Abounds in truth
Enlightened soul
Full of life
Full of love.......

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Friday, July 23, 2010


DNA Molecule display, Oxford UniversityImage by net_efekt via Flickr
Of late I have started feeling that the world is nothing but a chemical composition.Everything inside or outside our body is a manifestation of chemical reactions.Origin of the physical body is a series of chemical reactions.A few atoms combine to form amino acids,sugars etc.which in turn make Proteins,carbohydrates etc. consequently along with other molecules a body is formed.
When it comes to thoughts,these are chemical reactions which govern our thoughts(as I read in some psychology book)and thoughts trigger chemical reactions according to their intensities and this vicious circle goes on life long.
So I think no one is sinner no one is saint in this world,everyone being  victim of chemical reactions governed by particular environmental conditions and internal chemistry.
The information about how our body is going to behave in future is also stored as biochemicals in genes.The sequence of certain molecules in DNA governs the particular characteristic,which in turn may be governed by acquired information from parental genes which are nothing but chemical entities.
We are friends or foes according to the chemistry(thoughts) we share.So no one is to be awarded for being exceptional human being and no one is to be blamed for being below average.
It is chemi-entities to be held responsible.
Let's all rest in peace.

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Thursday, July 22, 2010


कौन हूँ मैं 
कंहा जाना है मुझे
क्या खोया है
क्या पाना है
ये दर्द का सैलाब
क्यों है मेरे भीतर
किसे पुकारता हूँ
मैं हर पल
कौन है मेरा
क्या चाहिए मुझे उससे
किसकी याद करती है मुझे
किसकी याद मैं हूँ मैं
दिन रैन
इन्ही प्रश्नों का बोझ लेकर
चलता ही जा रहा हूँ
थक गया हूँ उत्तर नहीं मिल रहा
पर पूछता ही जा रहा हूँ
किससे पूछ रहा हूँ
क्यों पूछ रहा हूँ
क्या कभी अंत होगा इन प्रश्नों का
कब होगा
कैसे होगा
क्या हल है भी इन प्रश्नों का
कभी मिला है किसी को
हल इनका
तभी होगा इनका अंत
जब मिल जाऊँगा उस अंतहीन मैं
हो जाऊँगा बेअंत
न हस्ती रहेगी
न बस्ती रहेगी
न मैं ही रहूँगा
न प्रश्न रहेंगे
न कहने वाला रहेगा
न कहावत रहेगी न सुनने वाला रहेगा 
वो एक ही रहेगा
बस एक ही रहेगा

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I need you

I don't know if
you are there
or not,
but I need you
to have
the power
to enlighten my soul
and to be
and desire for you.

Whether you are there or not
is meaningless for me
because what I desire
you can give me
even by not being
I desire
to not desire for anything.

But still
I need you.
I need you.